I may have posted this here on my blog once before already. I don't remember everything I post here anyway. This is from the Facebook memories, On this day thing: May 31, 2012 11:56 am. So I think I posted this, that day, close to noon and probably drinking Vodka after coming off my overnight security shift. Looking back I'm surprised I published such a private and emotional thought-- by then the innocent playful days of Facebook were over, for me anyway. I was a roller-coaster of emotions so maybe I'm not surprised.

"She told me once, it was white light, in her heart. What I didn't say to her was that, I was colored blind and felt the same way but it was music too I heard, soft and romantic and the sound of seashells and very warm."