And there goes Christmas, slipping quietly away into the abyss of time... and I am reminded of my youth, on many high school Friday/Saturday nights, when I stayed in my room, drinking beer, a shot or two of Beam and I just listened to music and wrote letters or in my journal... and I was at peace with myself. Real unhindered mental forget-me-not moments.... and while I'm at it, I think it's about time we got rid of merry-- it's so overused it ought to be banned! Haha! Learn to heal... learn to heal....